Hush.: October 2012

心情交杂的一夜 • 杂陈篇

其实我很佩服自己，其实我很懂事，其实我会想，只是有时候我很粗心，只是有时候我很善忘，只是有时候我不知足，只是我很懒。自己是自己，生命是自己的。没有一个人可以永远陪你，甚至爱你。没有一个人比你还了解自己。没有人懂我？没关系，我还有我。我不喜欢做人家要我做的事情。有时候你要我做，我偏偏不做，那是种压力。我喜欢读书，但我不喜欢读课本，考试的书。你不叫我我读的书，我反而更喜欢读。其实快乐很简单，荡荡秋千，哼着歌，我也很快乐。这个世界很恐怖，人类很恐怖。但我还抱着一丝希望，我相信人之初，性本善。每个人一生下来都不是拥有一颗善良的心吗？还是那句，最大的愿望，就是世界和平，人人都有着善良的心，不做伤害他人的事。自己付出了多少，自己知道。该来的都会来，来了就接受。既来之，则安之。失败了一次，不也是一种激励吗？这世上每件事都不会永远顺着你意。但是我觉得我能改变，我还有一年。如果自己放多点心思，得到的会更多。其实我懂得体谅。还是那句，其实我很佩服自己，其实我很懂事，可是还可以再懂事点。其实哥哥很好。都把那天装作没一回事，嘴硬心软。当一个人对我好时，我都很容易感动。因为没有人是有义务对你好。有时候试着把自己放在别人的角度想，体会别人当时的心情。妒忌。哪个小孩不想有人疼？哪个你不想把属于或应该属于自己的东西占为己有？又有谁喜欢被人替代，取代的感觉？其实有些事情我什么都懂，只是没说出来。双面人。其实你都以为我看不出吗？我近视是很深，不过有些东西，你翘起尾巴，我就知道了。我不擅长也不想管理人事。对于虚伪的人，笑笑就好了。其实我很佩服我爸爸。有时候言语间，我都领悟了一些道理。为什么这个世界上会有人？人是什么？我永远都给不到自己一个答案。如果我是一只蚂蚁？我的生活会怎样呢？被人类轻轻一按就死，会不甘心吗？还是命中注定？缘分，很玄。到这边吧，我的语言，你应该听不懂。
#18/10/2012 ; 22:27

We Run KL 10k 2012 !

13/10/2012 ; Saturday

Awesome photo with all the participants + JJ Hitz + Ean !

MY DREAM CAME TRUE ! I joined NikeRun this year but with my friend's name. BECAUSE I AM UNDERAGE ! TT 10 km , it was very long to me. The longest distance running event for me. From starting, jog jog jog and my stomach or abdominal or dunno which part pain until I slow down to walk. I was like, damn wth why so sudden ?! I don't want to stop. I tried to run with the pain. And Joanne, who was also pain together with me said " If pain don't run first lah, don't force yourself." Yeaaa why did I force myself ? We slow down and walk together. After 2km I guess, there was a hydration stop there.After a little cup of 100 plus, I felt better. Then I continue my run. No idea after how long, I saw someone's back, wearing McD Run shirt, I dunno why I was so excited and just hug her from behind. LOL ! Yupppp, she was my jie. ^^ Luckily no wrong ppl ! HEHE. Continue to run run run, keep telling myself " I can do it ! I can do it ! ". The moment I saw the ' 9km ' sign board, OHMYGOODNESS ! Words can't describe my feeling ! I was so damn super happy and even continue my run with a smiling face ! ;D At last, I DID IT ! I DID IT ! The finish line was just there !! Awwwwwww !! I even hold my paper cup until the finish line. Because I feel guilty to just throw it on the road. THE WORKERS OR VOLUNTEERS MUST BE SO SANFU ! Even though my one cup didn't really help much. Hehe. I dunno how long I took to finish this 10 km. I tot was about 1 hour 30 minutes. Yuppp ver happy because I finish it within 2 hours ! But after that I checked online, OHMYGOOOOODNESS ! My Nett Time is 01:23:41.91 !! My rank is #904 !!! Okay maybe you are better buy HEYYYYY I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF !!! Next year I must join again + break my own record !! I can be better !!! ;D Alright, I almost scream out when I stepped on the MUD ! Ewwwww ! Cry for my new shoes ! :( After collected my Finisher Tee, I couldn't find anyone so I just walked around. AND HEYYY I saw Mizz Nina ohhh ! Then I went to the front, near the stage there and like enjoying concert alone. WTH. When the situation got very high, I dunno why I followed the crowd to JUMP ! And I dropped my MP3 cap. Ohh, well ~ FULLSTOP. Then I saw ppl eating apple so I took also heeee. Blahhh skip lahh.

After the run. While waiting for them to collect their bags !

Forgive our small eyes HEHEHE !

Baggage service was sucks. Okayy I didn't brought bag, SMART RIGHT ! So i better keep myself quiet HAHA ! Wasted almost 2 hours I guess only went back. Well happened something, that time I was DOWN ! NO DINNER , NO TRANSPORT , FOOT BLEEDING ! Thanks to my bro, he was very good actually. Broke down to tears once I got into the car. He didn't know it tho, still talking like nothing happened. Thanks you kor kor TT Very THANK YOU to those Form 5s ! SORRY for wasting your time + you all were very hungry that time :'( Forget it, I am still very happy ;D Hope I get to join again next year ! ;D

Short holidays starts here.

5/10/2012 ; Friday

Weeeeeeee finally Form 4 final exam is over and we got 12 days off starts from today ! Alright not going to blog anything about the exam. If it meant to be, it will be. So yeah I am just going to accept the reality.

Okay back to today. It was a holiday but I still went to school. What for ? As a responsible + hardworking + cute Pandu member, I help to clean up our guide room ! Eh? Wait. Did the 'cute' make sense ? HAHA. We vacuum the carpet , wipe here wipe there and finally our room is clean ! :D

Imma show you some proves. Teeeheeee.

Taaaadaaaa so clean after vacuum! ;D #proud

Spot the ' wall ' okay ? Clean right? Heeeeeeee.

Sinimasehhh ! The bag is sooo perasan like her owner only. HAHA !

After that, went to Kopi Street for brunch with ze gals. We ordered the same food weeeeeeee. Nasi Lemak Rendang from Kopi Street bestnyaaa. (Y) Sorry for no photo, I think we were too busy eating. Heeeeeee. Chat chat chat and we decided to go for a movie since Tesco was so near. Wooooohh not so many movies we can watch cuz WE ARE 16 YEARS OLD. At last, we watched Hotel Transylvania. Blehhh blehhh blehhh it was nice for me since I am kid ! HEHE.

If you are wondering what is it about, here you go. (:

The film tells a story of Dracula, the owner of Hotel Transylvania, where the world's monsters can take a rest from human civilization. Dracula invites some of the most famous monsters, including Frankenstein's monster, Mummy, a Werewolf family, and the Invisible Man, to celebrate the 118th birthday of his daughter Mavis. When the hotel is unexpectedly visited by an ordinary young traveler named Jonathan, Dracula must protect Mavis from falling in love with him before it is too late.