What I did huh?

OH HI I AM HERE !!! Okay, I have to admit that blogging mood always strike at midnight. It's almost 1am and I can't sleep. Maybe it's because of the nap I took this evening OR maybe that few sips of Nescafe I just took? Oh whatever, conclusion is I CAN'T SLEEP and...I'm hungry too hahaha. There are always many things running on my mind once I lie on my bed. Oh yea one exception. Except when I am really really super exhausted and tired hehehe. I bet you are the same, right? Well, since I have that blogging mood SO why not I make some updates on my bloggy! (Obviously I am doing it now)

So it's April 2014 now and let me summarize everything in the past few months, shall we? ARE YOU READY FOR LONG LONG BLOG POST?! Readers be like, "Aren't you just said that you are going to SUMMARIZE?!" Haha ok stop! Let's start!

After graduation, people around me started their college or even found a job to not waste time! And me? Guess what I did? Aha! I did nothing a.k.a ROTTING at home. Unbelievable! I planned to go for any short courses since last year. Obviously that failed. Kinda awkward when people question me like "Yo, what have you been doing huh?" I will always smile like an idiot and say "Nothing eh, hehehehe rotting lo." *continue smile like an idiot* Their next response will always be.......

 "HUH? You didn't work meh?" or "HUH? You not boring meh? Stay at home everyday oh." YESH, with that face!

Btw I did something meaningful also lah. Not like really everyday doing nothing at home kekeke. I am now leaning Korean language. Ha, that's one of the thing I wanted to learn so badly! So far so good, still learning some general + basic sentences and words. Problem is I am still that lazy to do revision!! Ugh lazy kid. But I'm still grateful because the classes are free and we get free textbooks! My second target after I master this will be Japanese language! Hwaiting! I have a thing for languages or perhaps I love learning new things. Hope to learn as many things as possible when I am still young. (:

Oh yea, another thing that I had been doing was researching + thinking! Yepppp, I was so confused about my future. I am afraid of making wrong decision. I don't want to regret in the future. *sobsob* But I guess I had made up my mind. I shall go for something I like and I think I found it. My dream since I was small is to study overseas. Oh well, I am afraid that I couldn't achieve it since I am not taking pre-u courses that are recognized worldwide. Hmmm.... finger cross that I will have a chance to pursue degree overseas after my diploma...... And I hope the college I've chosen will not disappoint me.....

I am starting to think that money is important... It's like everything I need everything around me are all related to money. OH WHY. Btw there's a chinese quote comes to my mind: "钱不是万能的，但没有钱就万万不能" HAHA quite true tho. I remember I saw it on Keat Ming's shirt last time if I am not mistaken. Dunno why but I am starting to feel bad for asking money from my dad. Uhh, I even feel really bad for asking him to pay my college fees. I dunno why, I just feel that I am useless sometimes. I should've studied harder and get more A+. I should've study will full scholarships. But what past is past, can't change it anyway. ): I promise to pay back everything you gave me in the future, dad and mom. (:

I guess that's all for tonight. Lastly, let me end my post with this

Good night peeeeepaaa! 

*Photos from my tumblr http://blur-tiramisu.tumblr.com and Google*


9.4.2014 ; 1:46 a.m